Shucks!

let me update wat happen to me......
on monday...28/1/2008...i met my ex-bf and his fren at sunset way cos his fren wanted to ask me abt the procedures to buy a flat....to meet my ex was okie for me cos i know i dun have feelings for him...but maybe there is oni as frens...he is still the same oni slimmer..we really talked abt the old times....saw photos of his kids and his wife...i know now his wife look like....all i can say..no comments...his kids are adorable...we had drinks and pizza...his fren left us abt 1030pm...me and my ex went somewhere to chat somemore...i didnt leave till 1130pm....now he knows everything abt me...he felt guilty abt it cos part of it was his fault....all i can say its true...but its oni part of it...he told me to change....i try to change...and i know and he knows he still cares for me...i told him i will try to change because of him but i did tell him at the same time i want to change because of me....as usual...he gave me cab money...being him...i know i cant decline...2 days later we sms...keep asking to stop of wat i'm doing...and also he said he had something in mind for my birthday....i dunno wat i will be receiving...i have to wait till next wed when i meet him...the funnier thing is we can talk to each other now than last time...i guess we've grown....

ps: i guess we cant forget the past...we do still have feelings for each other..but there is nothing we can do now..we have to move on...
pps:you will always be my 1st love...the oni love i will never ever ever forget...