It's Time....

rite now i am counting the days to my birthday...
i will be 29....gosh...how time flies...
i didnt know i will reach this age.....
and next year i will be 30.....gosh oh gosh....

where did the years go by....
it just flew so fast and i didnt know wat i do or did....
all i know 2006 was my ups and downs year...
but i manage to stand tall....
manage to be strong....
cos its no use for me to cry or brood over the past...
now its for the future...
i dunno wat the future will brings for me...

hopefully it will be better than last year...
or better still......the best....
but all i can say...i will take it one day at a time...
i dun want to rush into things rite now...
cos if i do...i will be so tired and emotional...
i dun want to go thru tat no more....
its too hard.....

january will end soon...
then it will be feb...see how times flies...
where did it go...
i was too engrossed on my work..yeah rite....hahaha...
well abit la....cos this year will be the 10th year i've been working in this company..
see!!!10th year u know!!!
i was onie 19 when i join the company..the same company...my 1st job...
my 1st serious job...how did i manage to stay here long...
i wonder why...eh sound like frm a song ya...hahaha...arrgghhhh...ignore tat...
well i guess i stay long cos of the pple and close frens i met and make....
they have been there with me thru thick and thin...
thank u.....thank u.....

all i wish now is tat i want my life to be complete....
u know...i know....
tat is the oni wish i wish for....
once i achieve tat....well.....i am done.....
but now i want to achieve is this coming thurs...
i wont say and tell....
my close frens know wat it is....
hope for the best...
all the best to me ya.....

wow...this is a long entry....but hey...i have alot to tell....
i guess i have been keeping this for a long time....
and moreover....nothing special happen....
all i can say...i try to be in a best mood....at work and my personal life...
social life?!
well i dunno...it comes and it goes....
but one thing for sure i wont give up...
lifes goes on.....
que sera sera...watever will be will be....
carpe diem....sieze the day...
well i am siezing now.......keep on siezing....

to someone....
i know one day...u will apppear...but i wont be the same anymore...
u disappear too many times...and i really dun care now...
hahaha.....
i am happy now....where i am...
i have a loving family and frens...
so u think i need u?
i can have others who are better...unless u prove me wrong...
but will u?
will u have the guts to do tat?
well i dun think so.....
u know where to find me...but u did not...
so i let u be...let u be in a shell.....i dun care...
do la wat u want to do...
all i know.....i was there for u when u need me...and when i need u...?
were u there?
no u were not.....
arrggghhh...enuff of this shit......

anyway....gtg....
hope my latest entry amuse u...hahaha...well it amuse me....
very long la my entry....oh well....

wait for the next entry ya...which i dunno when it will be...
something good or......bad.....i prefer the latter.....
all the best to me!!!!!

Lolita......

ps:i'm okie......i'm really okie....