Secret

i went out with someone today...
he was fine...nice..there's nothing more i can ask for...
but....yup there is a but...
he had a past...a past that he will never forget...
the past he's still hanging on to...
so wat do i do?
nothing....yeah...nothing....
i can only keep quiet...cos it's not mine to begin with...
just hoping one day he realise...i exist....
cos i did exist in his life....that was about more than a week ago...
but somehow silence....
i know tat will happen...i choose to ignore it...
but i just cant help it...

why is there so many buts....
well...he's the one who put it there in the first place...
i dun mind going with him again...
i dun mind seeing him in a serious way...
i know the age gap is wide...
but hey weirdest thing could happen...
and it happen to me...
of all i said it happen to me....

this one...i can only blame myself.....
will u ask me out again?
will u call me again?
will u be the one tat i really will fell for?
i never know...only HE knows.....the one above...
as for the guy...i leave it up to him....
but till now...i keep this secret with me....


Lolita......