Wat....

i like two guys who i know i cant have....
both of them are the type tat i have been searching and wanting in my
life
especially in my heart....
one of them not ready to have a relationship as for the other in a
relationship which he cant or dunno how to get out.....
yesterday the 2nd one ask me whether i like him....i was stump by the
question.....but i did tell him...
eventhough if i tell him...wat can he do...he cant do anything about
it...
cos he still trying to jaga hati his current gf and also thinking
whether
to get back to his ex-gf....
why am i stuck in this situation....why....

am i tat easy to like a guy who just know how to capture my heart or a
guy
who knows how to talk to me...
there is no answer for tat question...even i myself dunno...
my life is topsy turvy again....feelings tat will never reciprocate....
no matter how hard i try or be nice or try to ignore them....

i told myself i wont cry for a guy anymore...but somehow i just cant
help
it thinking abt the situation i am in now...
well i suppose i just let it go....


Lolita...