Waiting for the day....

days past..mths past...and now a year will...
lonely and dazed for the day i know the truth...
wat will become of me...
happy...hurt...maybe...

will i be strong enuff to handle all this...
or will i crumble like before...
who will save me then...

thinking about it aches my heart...
breathing is alot harder...
but now crying is easier...
for i know my ans is nearer...

pls God help me now...
i cant do this alone...
no one knows wat i feel...
except for U can put myself at ease.....

Luscious out....